Full Circle

Mock trial state 2014! Very rad experience. 

Hi everyone! My life is crazy right now. Really crazy. Tis the week where I hear back from every college ever. There have definitely been some surprises throughout the college process and I have two schools (as of now) that I really love. I get very attached, very easily so making a decision even from these two will not be easy. If you are a high school student in the US, perhaps this information will be beneficial and helpful!! If not, keep reading to see what an emotional cycle college applications are.

Everyday Can Be Pie Day

Hi everyone! I had a really eventful week last week. Friday was Pi day (3.14) and I celebrated by making pie after watching the school musical! I never realized how easy it was to make pie (despite that trite statement "easy as pie")! So here is a long awaited recipe (copied from the interweb) from a girl who wishes she was going to culinary school and art school while you know attending a 4 year university on the side. I really don't know what I want my future to look like anymore. 

Before I give you my pie-making secrets (this was my first time making pie, not going to lie..), I just wanted to share a really weird dream. Perhaps this is on the brink of too touchy and too personal but whatever. I dream some strange things... 

I was in a really odd house hiding from some person. I'm not sure who but this person or group wanted a whole bunch of us caught and dead. The house had walls that somehow led to other rooms and you could teleport yourself. I got separated from friends and was running for my life, when I found the weirdest mirror room. It was the perfect hiding place and it led somewhere else. I'm not sure where but dream Me was relieved because she found the way out of this bizarre house. Have you guys seen The Hunger Games? Well there's that scene where Peeta is teamed up with the super elitist people in order to watch out for Katniss. It sort of felt like that. S (post-breakup) found me with his little group and managed to get them to go away. We were both hesitant about being in near proximity. I can't really remember how events unfolded here but he was saying how he had to get back to his group. I begged him not to leave (I remember this..) and after much pondering, he decided to stay. I woke up with the weirdest feeling in the world. 

On Friday and today, I had another huge debate tournament! I didn't break to the first elimination round but my partner and I managed to beat the #1 parliamentary debate team in the country! It was a huge accomplishment.. even though the judging was very unfair.. 

So onwards to pie! 

Funk.

Hi everyone! I realize I haven't been posting much at all... but I'm really running low on inspiration and facing a pretty bad writer's block. My life has stopped being so exciting and so pressed for time. Weirdly enough I miss it so much. I'm slowly getting my life back to order and I just don't know what to do with extra time. I don't know how to make myself whole again. I've basically been listening to a lot of Maroon 5 and sitting... Motivation is at an all time low. Yesterday I went to D's house with a bunch of friends and we ate food and drank tea in fancy clothes. I started a running regime as a substitute for the Bar Method. I'm meeting one of my friends today for a yogurt date because I haven't seen her since summertime. I even met a new friend through contrived effort of the interweb (lawls, let's not analyze that sentence), but it feels like I'm not fully here. I just feel a hollow emptiness and I don't know how to deal with it. So please understand if there aren't so many posts right now.. or much updating in general..